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Monday, January 24, 2005 

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Thoughts. It occurs to me that my reactions to people, my actions for the day, are all based on how I am thinking at the time. So much is dependant on my mood.

I don't see the world as it is. I see the world how I am. I tend to think more about my insecurities than about the problems of others. I am self-focused to the core. And not in a good way (if there is such a thing). I find myself through circumstance. There is no consistency to my behavior. I don't let my beliefs dictate my actions. I often let what others think of me do that for me. How can I ever find myself if I base my self-worth on what other people think of me?